don't need navigation, just follow the lengths in your eyes

My head is a little heavy, 

But my heart is light,

even while fluttering as quickly & delicately as a hummingbird's wings 

my mind is floating between comfort & calm,

& my body is spent, but holds a sense of possession I usually have trouble finding. 

I've learned more then a few things through my trivial and tragic arguments, fights, broken hearts, memories, smiles, laughter and tears. But the one thing that's been traveling behind my eyesight like the sun seems to on a blistering day... is this:

Don't let yourself pull and tug at your anxiety over the decisions you know you have already made.

One often leans toward questioning their decisions

because their rubiks-cubed mind is twisting itself into

a downward spiral of regret and doubt,

but if you peer close into the keyhole to your heart,

you'll see that you've already said yes before you uttered the words,

and if you peer even closer,

if you squint one eye and turn your head a few degrees,

you'll see... you can't ever change your mind about what your heart chooses,

even if the past is screaming no, the future is... sighing at the hopefulness it feels.

I won't edit this, whatever I said was brimming at the boiling surface of my heart.

It was a beautiful day today,

did you let your eyelids flutter closed to the exquisite sky?

or did you open them, just for the hope of spotting something special,

& witnessed the day as effortlessly as it was created?

I hope you did, because truly,

our days are timeless.